About Tamara
Well she seems to me
Like someone with an angry broken heart
That waits for life to start
To hold her in its arms
See her look is harsh
Her eyes are worn from the stream she has of tears
That wash away the years
Until the stormcloud clears
Tell me do you understand
Or could you never understand
The way it feels to be her
To live inside her world
On the outside
She seems selfish, insensitive and unkind
With thoughts you'll never find
With fear you'll never find
On the inside
She feels alone and at odds with everything
She's left imagining
The way things should have been
Tell me do you understand
Or could you never understand
The way it feels to be her
To live inside her world
But as if that weren't enough
And she had something left to give
Well although she's strong enough
She wants to fall in your arms and breathe
Tell me do you relly understand
Can you take her hand
can you help her stand
Tell me do you really understand
Come on and tell me your alibi
Tell me do you really understand
Could you ever understand
All the feelings in her
As she lives in her world
You can't understand.
By Tamara.
I hope that somebody else understands what I'm saying here. The song is for
all of us who feel trapped with what we have, and who are called selfish,
insensitive and unkind for wanting to change it.
Girls, boys, ladies and gentlemen, getting rid of one problem usually
results
in a whole set of other ones that nobody asks for. One day when the results
are more convincing, more impressive, I am going to become the woman that
I've always been inside, and I'll show you that you can do anything you want
to.
Love to you all,
Tamara.
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